Sunday, March 28, 2010

The world I want!

Day by day we are getting older it is an obvious universal truth in anyones' life. This life brings you happy moments sad moments as well as so many unforgetable and also anyone has almost forgot incidents in their lives. I too had and have many many moments in my life and I will be having more in the future as well. Early morning my mother used to listen to the radio and I heared one person says a spiritual saying. He was talking about the life after the death and how we can go to the heaven. As a person who deeply believe in almighty god, I really felt if this is just a short term journey we should get ready for the eternal life in the paradise. This thought cam in to my mind when I was ironing my clothes to go for the lectures. I was wondering why should I learn then and why should I keep more hopes on this life. Then again my mind says "No you should go as according to all of your dreams" then I my self accepted it and came out of the spiritual thought which led me not to do anything but to be a perfect follower of god. I do follow and I have a deep trust but I do not go in to the deep ends of the religion to find the eternal life.

Then the second question came into my mind. However I have to spend a life on earth maximum 60 or may be 70 according to Sri Lankan ordinary life span. It is up to god may be I might die tomorrow. But if with the mercy of god I live around 70 years I got another 50 years to live on this earth. Then what I have to do in this very long 50 years. Normally when I am at home I actually could not be ideal. I continually work on something, even sometimes on most stupid thing. When I do not have work to do, I point the finger to my self and say you are such a jobless person, see others got work and you do not have anything and also I feel I am such a person who is running behind others.

So I really asked this question from my self what I want in my life. well, I did certain things, and I do certain things always to make others happy, and I can be proud because I make others happy. Actually I am not a saint but I am something special and I feel it. I want to study and achieve certain things in my life and I know that day is not that far with the grace of almighty god. Being the best and getting the best is a hard theory but I really do it to my best. I want to earn money and that is not because of I am greedy but to give my parents and family the things that they have never experienced. I have already met my life partner and he is perfect to do all I wish and his continuous guidance will be there with me. I never ever want to see him down and worrying about something and I can not bare it. I always want him to be at the top and achieve more and more. I want his love always endlessly and I am strong when I think that he is there for me always. He is such a great man. I want a lovely home to live with my lovely people and the LAND CRUISER is the dream of my life. Increasing wants will never end of a normal human, obviously the wants are different as with the time goes. for now I need that is all, but who knows what will I want in the future

Saturday, March 27, 2010

BE who you are... (the hardest thing in our lives)

A week person can be easily vanished by the influence of the society. Especially people from an ordinary background who wants to achieve the goals of their lives. Obviously they have an external locus of control which is in simple English called as easily influenced by the outside world and being and living according to them. Is this a fault of the person or the society? The question begins.
Yes! The first answer comes to your mind is the individuals must know to be in the society and should obtain the correct signals to achieve the ultimate goals of the life. Almost 95% people might say this answer and it’s a technical rule of thumb. No one really does not know what is the present life of a human looks like. Especially an ordinary person who is been mentioned above.
For our convenience let’s divide the society into main three criteria.
1.       Kids (including scholars)
2.       Working class individuals
3.       Elders (65+)
Dream creation, motivation, encouragement, goals, education, sports and real friends comes to our lives when we go to school. This is the most enjoyable years of our lives and schooling is almost a team work which successfully ends with happiness. Just like a fairy tale and we leave happily ever after. And then the school gives the birth to another tiny kid to the society. This tiny kid has to face to a huge tsunami straight away right after the school. The kid thinks when he sees the tsunami it’s just a flow of water which will flow nicely across him because the school has been programmed the child only to obtain positive results out of everything. This programming language is good but the long run outcomes are horrific. For an example only at the annual sports meet everyone says win or lose we play the game and we accept whatever the result but in all other moments at school everyone says only to win and failures never accepted and some people might say this is the nature of the world. A failure cannot do anything but great people have said failure is the way of success but is it in reality? Do people accept it?
The fresher thinks I have few more steps to move up and achieve the life time dreams and I know it’s easy because my Alma mater has taught me everything. Obviously this thought is true and pure and the Alma mater has done a great job to make the child’s mind positive. Obviously this is the sincerity of a school. Finally the school proudly sends the loving child to the society.
And then comes the tsunami hit the person and placing a nice scar in the middle of the heart. Now the kid starts to think what has happened. Then he use the word “IF” to start anything since the programming language has been corrupted and the total system got a virus in it because of the great hit which came from the society. This virus attack includes many things but can call simply from a one simple word “PEOPLE” the dangerous word in the world.
A person who does not know English much might think this is a singular noun and also now you might feel it. But actually this is a huge army, a plural word most of the time which kills the spirit of a person. This army has all the weapons to attack a new comer. Basically words, money, languages, social classes, education, life styles, gender, etc. in such a situation the kid does not be scared to any of this at the very beginning because he is fresh and trust each and everyone. The new comer does everything as he wish and the people starts to comment on it. This army compares this tiny kid with their expectations.
Some might think now each individual of the society has to face this situation. Yes obviously each and everyone who is a new comer has to face it but with the maturity everyone learns to set up a set of rules to live in the society. Basically you can test this out from a simple question. Just ask anyone “what do you think about the society?” most of the time the core outcome of the answer is the society is complicated and we should know how to live in it. This common answer indicates everyone has a set of rules in living in the society.
How an individual set their own rules to live in the society? It comes from the experiences of a person basically both good and bad. But currently the society is ruining the ordinary set of rules and directing the new comers to have abnormal rules of living. For an example in good old days when someone meets a new friend says hello and being pleasant to them. But nowadays the first question is “are you on Facebook?” is it obvious to have a Facebook account to maintain friendship. Nowadays no one wants to meet their friends and have a cup of coffee all they do is living in a virtual world and commenting each other. Is this the real life? Many people have language issues and also lack of understanding therefore many Sri Lankans could not communicate properly and express their feelings. Basically the best language is to express feelings is the mother tongue because the language is in the blood of the person and this is natural. So why are we doing thing which do not suit us?
We have heard that no one use the total power of the brain and the mind. This statement is very true since everyone falls down when someone says you something or bothering about it very much. Why are we doing this continuously and why people treat others abnormally?
Many people worries about the basic needs of the life but if behaviors of the present human changed obviously the world will be a better place to live. Can we figure out at which point everything changed? Or should us leave everything behind and face the life?
But then what will happen to the final stage of the life? Will have a proper family or just a virtual world with abnormal living rules?
Actually we cannot conclude the article since it ends with questions because no one really tends to go for a change with a smile on their faces.
Even I don’t feel to change since if I be normal everyone might think I’m abnormal.

Thursday, March 11, 2010


Dear MOM, 

I can ryhme about many things, but when it comes to you,
All my words disappear, even though i have lots of feelings to express,
Its not only your day you came to earth, it is the start of my soul and my life,
you made many difference, miracles in my life, and i learned many things from you,
my teacher, my guardian and my dear everything
still i don't know what to write because you mean alot in my life,
You are my strength and I'm who i am is because of you my dear mom,
you have many dreams about me,
and i promise you on this lovely day
all your dreams will come true,
and I'm with you to make you happy always and forever,
I achieved many things all because of your guidance and i know for sure you will do it forever,
i know this words not enough to greet you but my mom my loving warm wishes to you on this 
lovely gentle day..


with love 

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